Threshold Guide • Bee Medicine Woman • Priestess of the Living Field
I am the one who listens at the thresholds where root, womb, and flow begin to speak again.
I walk as a Bee Medicine Woman — receiving and relaying messages from the awakening feminine field, carrying the medicine of transformation that turns what was once denied or painful into sweetness, reverence, and activation.
Like the Melissae of the ancient temples, I work through pollination rather than possession — touching what is already sacred within others and allowing it to come alive.
I walk at the thresholds where root, womb, and flow begin to speak again.As a Bee Medicine Woman, I receive and relay messages from the awakening feminine field, carrying the medicine of transformation that turns what was once denied or painful into sweetness, reverence, and activation. Like the Melissae of the ancient temples, I work through pollination rather than possession — touching what is already sacred within others and allowing it to come alive.
Tammy Julien is a threshold guide, energy seer, and shamanic priestess who holds space for those navigating profound spiritual emergence — near-death experiences, awakenings, grief portals, kundalini rising, and other initiatory crossings that reshape identity and call forth the sacred.
Rooted in decades of lived practice, Tammy’s path has been shaped through direct initiation: childhood near-death experiences, decades of night terrors and out-of-body states, spontaneous energetic openings, ancestral and Indigenous ceremonial immersion, regression work, medical intuitive perception, ascended-master transmissions, and a profound kundalini awakening that reshaped her nervous system and life direction. These experiences unfolded while she raised three children alone and lived for many years in poverty, walking a path that required deep endurance, listening, and integration.
She carries deep training in Compassion Key, Akashic Records work, ancestral healing, regression hypnotherapy, and spent six years immersed in The Feminine Path of Power with Megan Wagner. Her work weaves trauma-aware embodiment with mystical perception, grounding what is often ineffable into something real, usable, and alive.
Tammy is the author of Protocol for a New Earth: Teachings from the Tree, and the creator of Grail Integration, a healing method that supports nervous-system stabilization and coherent meaning-making after spiritual rupture. She also stewards the Sacred Waters Oracle, a living water mirror used in her priestess work, and tends the lineage of Bee Shamanism, exploring the medicine of the hum, the hive, and the Path of Eight.
I’ve crossed thresholds most people don’t talk about.
The Descent — Marked by the Mother’s Darkness
The path into the underworld began early.
Shame was the first guardian at the gate — shame for existing, for being poor, for being the daughter of a woman society had already condemned. Sexual abuse, neglect, and emotional disconnection layered on top, each one a deeper step into the dark.
For much of my life, I walked a path that felt solitary. The experiences I carried — persistent nightmares, episodes of losing consciousness in group settings, intense energetic surges, and sudden intuitive openings — were difficult to explain or share. I kept much of it hidden because few people could relate to the depth and intensity of what I was moving through.
Over time this became a long initiation: years of shadow work, healing, training, and inner reckoning. Whether I would have chosen it if I had known the full cost, I cannot say. What I can say is that I met it again and again, and it shaped me.
Today I hold deep respect for anyone walking an unseen path. I understand what it means to be changed by experiences that cannot easily be translated to those who have not lived them.
It shaped the life I live now — one devoted to holding space where people can be witnessed with compassion, steadiness, and discernment.
My Path is Integration
Over time, writing began arriving like transmissions — threads of wisdom and stories whispered at the edge of hearing.
People began seeking me out, often without knowing why, drawn to something they could sense but not name.
What forged me was not only the mystical, but the choice to bring the sacred into structure — to live a life capable of holding what had opened.
Lineage + Lived Initiation
My capacity is rooted in both ancestral lineage and disciplined spiritual training.
On my mother’s side, she was the seventh daughter of a seventh daughter, I wasn’t aware that we were part of the Metis Nation from Ontario until much later in life. My mother’s gifts were trained within the Catholic Church after being taken at age three, and she was later ordained a healer by Monseigneur Proulx. This fusion of ancestral intuition and structured compassion shaped my deepest ethics.
On my father’s side, the sight came through symbols — cards, tea leaves, palmistry, and visionary art. Both sides of the family carried suffering that could not easily be eased, yet their ways of seeing continued through me.
From 1987 onward, I immersed myself in many healing paths that helped me understand my energetic awakenings, out-of-body states, profound dreams, recurring visions, visitations, and initiations that once defied language.
While raising three children alone, I often felt like too much for the outer world. But I kept integrating — again and again — until my life could hold the full sacredness of how I walk in this world.
Today I live close to the land on Vancouver Island, where I continue to listen, write, and guide those called to walk their own sacred return.
Heart of Compassion 