A transcendental journey into the Mother.
Mother of a Thousand Names and Known by None!
She was no longer the Thinker or the Dreamer. She was the discoverer of Eternal Oneness.
Coming Home
Supporting her body from below with hands clasped around her ankles, a marvelous force guided Emma through the deep and vast unknown. A wondrously wide, black, star-filled backdrop surrounded her. As Emma looked below towards her feet, and as her eyes met Hers, she felt her spirit drop into the vast form below. Embraced by the one below. Emma felt herself transform, absorbed and taken back-back to a place where she knew the reclaiming of what was long lost could now begin.
Onwards and inwards they went, leaving mortal memories behind, and moving further from impermanence and past limited awareness. As her understanding expanded, and Emma relax into her new state, her exhalations started radiating from her in undulating waves of ecstasy. She realized: “This vastness, wherein lies Nothingness, where no ‘thing’ is perceived, no ‘thing’ made from matter, and no light or vibration — though every sense is still perceived — as the essence of All, the sensation of All. It swells my body she felt, and gives birth, releases power, through flow and undulation just like my breath, keeping everything in a state of constant expansion, much like waves of consciousness moving out of from itself.”
Absolution of all sins
The Great Mother lifted Emma through thought and conditioning, and Emma was absolved of all ‘sins’ —Free of all the sins that created beliefs in pain, suffering, conflict, separation — Fear had disappeared as the Mother of a Thousand Names and Known by None, continued to bring her into Her great belly. A vision became clear in Emma’s mind, of Christ’s raising of frequencies, of lifting the sins of the world, his effort to create Heaven on Earth on her home planet was evident as she was experiencing all this through Great Mother as She helped her to become aware, raising her above all of sins to a place where a great silence resides. Emma knew that she would eventually have to make this journey on her own one day.
The Seer in the night
A sense of peace was experienced as never before. In this new understanding of herself, Emma realized the truth of what freedom and love really was. The thoughts entering her mind awakened her to the God’s Great Divine Plan that would become human living, a paradigm not quite understood before. From this pure consciousness, she saw with eyes open, the truth of her life, that past affects present and that her future would be bound by her old perceptions without this “awareness”. She began to understand the results of a thinking based on separating herself from others and life and how cause and effect were the results of actions taken without understanding, and she knew that she, could no longer hold anyone or anything responsible for her life but herself. She knew now that If her attention was on the oneness, instead of the chaos of the mind, then based on the principles of the Law of Continuity, “awareness” would naturally make everything flow in that direction…
Karma the Merciful God
She immediately comprehended karma being right and merciful. From connection comes an understanding of all things and she knew then, that Karma was in fact, the act of living a disconnected life, living unconsciously without taking responsibility for thoughts, words or actions. Without awareness or presence, life simply results in the breeding of random behavior and events; fragments of its essence. Life drawing randomly, every and all events and perception of itself, causing confusion and chaos leading to the appearance of being lost and being in competition with everything and everyone.
Emma also could see that, when she shifts her belief into the oneness, and when all of her attention is centered in one eternal place known as presence, she is connected to that force that directs life naturally and shares freely, it’s abundance and knowledge of all things. Emma immediately sensed herself become All That Is, as she opened herself more to the sensory information that surrounds her, she felt naturally and completely trusting in that power that was awaiting her discovery of it, realizing that it was there all along.
Emma was now being summoned, she sensed a gentle stirring come upon her, and recognized the calling of the Great Mother who wanted to share with Emma. that she too creates life, that all beings and life forms were, in essence, hers, as well as each life emanating from that. That it was all her, she was creation. Life was recreating itself with every breath. Each exhalation moving from her as a separate entity and with its own unique desire to discover itself, and its relationship to all. A living breath breathing consciousness.
The Journey Within
Emma knew that each creation or breath would eventually return to Her, to its place of origin. And as Emma’s consciousness expanded she could sense so much more around her and the Mother of A Thousand Names and Know by None, undulated with passion and all life responded with a sigh of bliss. Once the path of self-realization had begun, Emma knew that each Being would make their return — back home, to Her . . just like she was doing now.
The Mother of All That left Emma to the quietness of her own precious self. And as she drew HerSelf away, she released a soft pink stream of light that reached Emma’s awareness, and she triggered a memory of her being just that. soft as light. Hearing the harmonies from the heavens, whispers of sounds that kept Heaven and all of creation in a state of Grace, she felt she had come home. The voices seemingly emanating from one voice, though tones rose and fell in perfect harmony.
The Great Omniness
And ribbons of light emerged from the sounds, and light waves flowed to her and through her in all directions and she exploded in a cosmic wave of passion, rejoicing in her own experience of expanding throughout creation. Great Mother wasn’t quite finished yet… And so She exhaled once more, this time light turned to darkness and Emma’s awareness changed again, Great Mother drew Emma back into herself back into space where no form or light existed, only vibration. This field of dark energy, void, is where she would hear the answers to her lifelong questions, of who she was, why she was and the truth that lies beneath everything. As Emma merged with this space, she was aware of the eternal pulse that creates time, structure, and space. Emma was quickly realizing that all thought experienced the perspective of expansion.
And within she was called again, this time to her place of origin, she knew she was being led to the source of what lied beyond vibration. Great Mother then shared with her, that she came not from form, nor from light, nor sound, and not even from vibration, but from Her great Belly, Her Great Void, from the Mother of a Thousand Names and Known by None, mother of all sons and daughters, of all creation, existing before light and before manifestation. In this darkness — this stillness lies the warmth and comfort and Her greatness, that exists only within her belly. Here duality, separation, and mind have no place.
As Emma looked into the vast darkness, the Great Void, a magnificent swirling, energetic wave opened up to receive her ‘ home,’ like a child returning to its mother’s breast, nuzzling in comfort and solace. Observer and observed then merged in full awareness and separation was no more.
Meeting of the Souls
From this place, Emma knew everything, understood everything — for all that had ever existed or will ever exist was birthed here. All that needs to be known, all that will be known, heard and felt is freely shared here, in all space, in all timelessness, and with all existence. She understood this now as the place where she was created, where all creation began, and from this space came forth her strength, her will, her power. It was the place where all of existence, all thought, all vibration, merged with the Divine. Where it all starts and to which it all returns.
The Emergence of Self
Here, Beings came together as One. In One knowledge, One divinity, The long-awaited union of separate selves, reunited with universal power and strength and a clear feeling harmony that was always there. Emma remembered this wholeness and knew that she could not stay here, that to remain was not the mission or purpose of her journey. There was much more to do, which was to reemerge into the physical and complete her journey of awakening on earth. She would live the path, of kindness, love, understanding, and sharing of herself as the Great Mother did with her.
It was then, that Emma heard a calling, much like the one she heard from the Great Mother, but this time, it was coming from her lower self. A yearning to be with herself became overwhelming, much like the yearning, she felt before this experience. She yearned to feel herself and hear herself. This calling to love. It was so clear that it began to pull Emma away from where she was, drawing her focus and attention back to her body, back to Earth. Without a hesitation, Emma answered the call from lower self, the call she knew so well, how could she deny her own voice, her own heart?. She was so eager to reunite with herself, that each breath was noticed by all and all became aware of the anticipation she felt for this connection. She would enter into a physical marriage, the sacred union of Divine spirit and matter in full memory of her completeness.
And so She was pulled through the dimensions of light, sound, and down she went until she saw herself, lay on the bed, with eyes open, searching, seeking for her larger self. With a gentle breath, they joined together forever more!
Heart of Compassion 