My Love!
The gentle wind caresses my hair,
bringing each strand to life.
Though I cannot see her, I feel her—
and I know that when she lingers,
something is about to change.
She is thought, memory,
and the first spark of inspiration.
She weaves patterns of light and form,
shaping new waves of understanding.
She moves freely—
without boundary, without restraint.
Carefree and unattached,
she drifts through the hills of tranquility,
and at times, leaves nothing but bareness in her wake.
She is both creator and undoer.
She shows no mercy—
and yet, she softens me.
She smooths the lines from my face,
dries the tears I did not know I held.
For she is not separate from me.
She is the Goddess—
moving her consciousness through mine,
exploring the depths of what I long for
before I can name it.
She measures time through thought,
waiting for the precise moment
to gather what has been felt
and draw it into form.
And when she does,
what once moved unseen
begins to live
within the world of time.
What This Reveals
What we often experience as inspiration, change, or emotional movement can feel as though it comes from outside of us—like something arriving, shifting, or passing through.
But this movement is not separate.
It is the mind, memory, and deeper awareness interacting in a way that gives rise to new perception. Thoughts, emotions, and impulses begin to reorganize, forming patterns that can either dissolve what exists or bring something new into expression.
At times, this can feel disruptive. Old structures fall away, clarity disappears, and there is a sense of emptiness or uncertainty. At other times, it feels expansive—creative, alive, and deeply connected.
Both are part of the same process.
What appears as an external force is often the internal movement of awareness reshaping itself. When this is recognized, the experience shifts from something that is happening to us, to something that is moving through us.
In that shift, there is less resistance and more participation.
And what we call inspiration becomes something we can actually receive, rather than something we try to hold onto or control.
