Heart of Compassion

Threshold Crossings

A library of writings gathered through listening, lived experience, and guided crossings into deeper fields of awareness.

From the Darkness Within

Guided crossings into the feminine field and pre-form awareness— origin memory.

Apocrypha of the Bee Shaman
Beeing the Bee Medicine Woman
Mother of a Thousand Names and Known by None
Shamanic Bee Dreaming and the Path of Eight
The Way of the Hexagon

How the transmission began!

In the early 1990s, after making sure my children were settled each morning, I would return to my room with a cup of coffee and my journal and ask the same question again and again:

Why do I feel so lost? Why does the same heaviness return every day?

Each time I asked, I received answers

They came as words—steady, clear, and unexpectedly beautiful. They spoke to me about who I was and what I carried, and about a life that seemed larger than the one I was living. Every entry felt like a drop of something luminous reaching toward me, even when I could not yet feel what they were describing.

I filled binders with these conversations.

The words encouraged me to act from the heart. They told me that something in me was already whole. But my lived experience did not match what I was being shown. I was still returning to those pages every day, sometimes twice a day, still searching for something that could actually help.

Eventually I argued with what I was receiving.

I told the presence behind those writings very directly that I was not the person they were describing. I was struggling. I was not living the life they were pointing toward. And I did not want beautiful words unless they could become something real and practical.

Soon after, I was led to the teachings of Abraham Hicks. I studied them for many years. For a long time it felt as though nothing was changing. My children and I were unhappy, and life seemed to move in circles, as if we were living inside a loop that would not release us.

And then, gradually, I began to recognize that I was becoming the person those earlier writings had been describing all along.

Looking back now, I understand those journals as the beginning of what I later came to call Field Transmissions—listening for what is already moving beneath the surface of our lives, and learning how to follow it into something lived and real.

My Own Crossing — From Night Terrors to Clearing the Field

When I was three years old—the nights were not safe.

Abduction, persecution, demonic presences, horrors, psychopaths and sociopaths entered my dreams and sometimes crossed into waking life. I carried these experiences in silence for decades, without language for what they were or why they were happening.

About four years ago, I learned about Compassion Key, Edward Mannix’s program.

Through the simple but profound practice of compassion, something began to change,

– my nightly terrors began to dissolve,

– and my nervous system reset itself as I cleared the intense energies out.

I also noticed something very human returning. I could be among people again—sometimes even strangers—and feel more at ease in the world.

Over the last three years, people with experiences like mine have stepped through this doorway.
I’ve come to understand my role as a quiet volunteer in this field—helping clear what lingers,
releasing the grief that so many light-hearted souls have carried without knowing why,
and supporting others as they move through their own crossings.

This is why Threshold Crossings exists here.

Just to let you know;

You are not alone.
There is a key.
And the door can open gently and safely.

I offer private Compassion Key sessions, small group clearings, and gentle guidance across the threshold whenever you feel ready.

I am here, holding the space with compassion.

With love,
Tammy